11:29 AM Tuesday, September 21, 2010
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*swipe off dusts* I shall update this dead blog now, since I'm free. time really does fly, just celebrated 6th month with boyf recently. I love you, darling ♥ other than that, I'm all busy with NPCC stuff again. yes, again. just finished a camp from 17th - 19th sept. had alot of fun and laughters with all the CIs (Y) then, I got accepted into d10 committee alr. although my holiday from nothing to do because sooooo many things to do until I'm going crazy soon, I never regret. because I choose this route myself. and, I'm going HRC Trainers Course next whole week. omggggg, can't wait for it to come :D people might think I should work instead of going for all these things, because I would earn alot of pocket money. but nahh, let the passion keep on burning within me. I shall update soon.
I miss you, really do.
12:21 AM Sunday, September 12, 2010
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yesterday, I just rotted away my whole day. ohh well, not really important. as for today, went ecp with my family. yay! like sooooo long never go already, really miss those times. cycled this time round, but dad promise that we're going to skate next time (Y) and, I should go more of ecp, sentosa such place next time, since I want to get tanner! but once again,
face got sunburnt. ohh great, it's not hurting yet. but sooner or later, I guess. maybe I should just buy some suntan lotion and apply them next time. anyways, I failed as a class rep. seriously, I can't even plan and coordinate a class outing. I give up! ohh yeah, I realised I'm really tired now. but just don't feel like going to sleep. roar! damn, I'm soooooooo bored. I shall go disiao someone or find someone to entertain me now. I shall update soon.I just couldn't find the courage to do it. and seriously, I'm really tired. just feel like giving up on everything. *sighs*
3:03 AM Friday, September 10, 2010
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I shall update this dead blog before I go to bed.
feeling sooooo awesome today. (Y) intensive mugging is over, because it's finally holiday for me! have been waiting for the holiday for sooooooo long. because I've been feeling damn stressed out and emotional this few days. I'm tired of studying already, and now, I'm finally free. today I went for running, swimming and badminton. feeling great after all that workout! and gosh, I think I flunked three out of five papers, damn strewed la. what I expected to be easy didn't turn out to be be, what I didn't turn out to be. ohh well, I guess I shall not get emotional over examination. since it's over, I shall wait until releasing of result then start to stress. I'm so going to play damn hard for this holiday, I swear. anyways, I sent out an email regarding course.
*fingers crossed* yes, I did. I guess if I tried and failed, at least I tried. rather than just giving up and regrets more in the end. omg, it's 3am plus already?! feeling damn tired, off to bed now. I shall update soon.
seeing someone I cared so much for suffering, yet I can't do anything. damn useless.
12:29 PM Friday, September 03, 2010
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yesterday was the first paper of examination. alright it sucks, seriously. I think I just flunked the paper, and there goes my 'A'.
I'm damn stressed out now. someone save me please! not that I dislike this course, but still don't know why I ended in this course. people are having two or three papers, and I'm having fiveeeeeee. envy much? I just hope I don't flunk the paper later, I've been studying damn hard for it. even kenny say I become superman already. cos I just keep studying, studying and studying! studying is seriously driving me crazy. I can't get a damn thing into my brain, stupid. Im on the verge of giving up, but must endure and cling on! once examination period is over, then it's six weeks of holiday (Y) studying damn hard now, gonna play twice as hard in the holiday :D omg, I seriously need to have some mood control over myself. alright, nothing much to say already. I shall update soon.damn, I'm hungry. and there's nothing to eat at home.
9:55 PM Tuesday, August 31, 2010
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sorry for leaving this blog to die again,
have been busy studying. ohh well, only since last wednesday. opps.
but yes, I've finally settled down to study.
exam is just coming in two days. that's really fast, and it's stressing me out.
seriously, I'm still like lost in all these modules. I might just go crazy anytime.
really need to buck up and chiong more. jiayou please.
come to think of it, I'm like having serious moodswing.
feeling happy, hyper, angry, confused, emo at times. damn crazy.
better use this time to concentrate on my studies instead!
as for today, went back to secondary school to visit teachers.
really miss the times when i'm still studying there. teachers and friends, it's all so different now.
after that, went to parc oasis there to eat. then to jp to watch movie. step up 3D! (Y)
yes, it's a nice show to watch. but seriously, the spec is so heavy, nose almost got flat.
after that, they dabao dinner at longjohnsilver (since there's no seats there). then we walked over to safra to eat. sounds weird, but quite cool. HAHA.
actually, I'm feeling alittle regret now. I didn't manage to sign up for cibtc on time..
at first, I can't go because I got job for the holiday. but just got informed today that they are having full-timer coming already, don't need to have part-timer.
so, I decided to sign up for cibtc. but, I found out that I didn't manage to meet the dateline.
what's the point of regretting when it's too late for anything to be done.
but yes, I was too late. and, I feel regretted now. but perhaps, it's just fated this way.
maybe, it's just hinting me to concentrate on my studies first. and perhaps, it's a good thing from another perpective; I need not need to cope with so much stress.
I really don't know what I should believe in now. but I guess it's just too late.
don't want to think so much already. going to bathe and study now. I shall update again soon.
I'm really sorry, I broke the pinky promise.
2:18 PM Thursday, August 19, 2010
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TAYHANLIN!I'm back to update once again.
HAHA, obviously the previous one isn't me. duh.
grr, seriously too lazy to update already :x
ohh well, since now I'm waiting for NPCC to start.
I've some extra time now, shall update then!
I'm bored, like now. seriously.
exam is coming and I'm still like bochap ._.
even I realised it myself, isn't it contradicting?
totally not in the mood to study luh, ROAR.
motivation, where exactly did you go ):
ohh well, really need to start studying sooooooooooooooooon.
ohh yeah! I'm seriously getting fat ):
need to get some exercise going.
goal to self, must exercise everyday!
jiayou jiayou! need lose weight, get rid of all the fats. (Y)
tmr need to go huayi for promotion test.
that means I've to prepare my full uniform later.
awww, just so lazy. DISCIPLINE PLEASE!
hao bahh, shall go to hongkah earlier and stone there.
thank you, bye! ♥
3:17 PM Sunday, August 15, 2010
Hey guys. I'm back to update. Actually...
I have smth to confess. Ha! Caught your attention didn't I. Ok but really. So here's the smth. I got a pimple on my butt. Therefore if you see me shifting uncomfortably on my seat, it will be cause of the pimple. Oh god! I don't know what should I do. Anyone got experience? I can't really see it, but by the feel of it. It's quite big. Ewwww. Do I squeeze it or see a doctor? But I'm afriad it'll be embarassing. How!!!!??? I think I'm going to try to ask my mom to help me use a needle to pole :D Kthxbye.