2:33 AM Thursday, July 29, 2010
I'm back to blogging! (:
*sighs* just finished my tutorial.
I'm tired alr, omggggg. but I can't sleep ):
still have to study for tmr OANP test.
I guess I'm just going to die for it.
six topic, havent even started opening the book yet. (Y)
going to start studying after I finish blogging (:
hope I don't doze off when I'm studying *finger crossed*
this week of school just stress ttm,
friday still got maths computerised test and OANP practical.
jiayou jiayou! (:
on the other hand, next week will be much relax (:
no OANP because teacher will be off to reservice,
no CBIO because there's nothing to be done,
no more IS module, 2COMISS.
so timetable will be shortened! (Y)
monday - 8am to 4pm
tuesday - no school
wednesday - 12noon to 4pm
thurday - 11am to 2pm
fri - 8am to 12noon
then after that, it'll be study break! (:
but got to come back school for some lesson ): roar ~
omgggg, it's almost 3am alr ):
going to study for OANP test now. goodnight!
all this while, I've been lying to myself.
for, I don't dare to face the reality.
although, I know it might just hurt more next time.
1:56 AM Wednesday, July 28, 2010
I'm back to blogging again. (:
just finished my chemistry ppt slides,
tired alr ): but just going to finish blogging first.
hmm, today is the last day of 2comiss,
the whole of the lesson is on our final presentation,
so ended 1hour earlier after all 5groups have went.
*sighs* I guess I'm going to miss the teacher.
roar ~ went sp twice today.
first time is to pei boyf to school and pass something to friend.
second time is to meet friend, because I ended class early.
and, I'm bored and hungry. so ate dinner too (:
reached home at around 6.30pm,
and decided to go for an exercise.
ran for about 2.4km, did 50 sit-ups and 30 push-ups.
somehow, felt good after all that (:
roar ~ I guess I'm falling sick soon. *sighs*
better get some sleep now, goodnight!
I've been trying hard in convincing myself that I could change you.
but I guess I never did, it's just a lie..
I gotta act strong, even if it hurts real hard inside.
I gotta keep smiling, even if it isn't real.
I really love you. I hate to let you go..
2:13 AM Tuesday, July 27, 2010
For the time being, I shall stay devoted to the blog (:
woke up late today, and bus seriously super slow.
so decided to skip maths lecture, asked friend to help me sign attendance.
opps, I know I'm a bad girl.
actually wanted to crash into one of TRM lecture.
because I'm toooooooo bored. ): but luckily, I didn't. (:
after school, met up with boyf and went home.
roar ~ still having headache now ):
don't like this feeling..
I really dislike doing ppt. roar ~
supposed to finish up chemistry ppt now,
but my brain doesn't seem to be coorporating :/
so incomplete, shall continue doing tmr morning I guess.
really stress now.. presentation and test is flooding in ):
this is the most busy week ever; 2 presentation, 2 class test, 1 practical test.
totally have no mood to do anything now. *sighs*
need to meet up early tmr to discuss about presentation.
shall go get some rest now, goodnight!
I'm tired; physically. mentally.
dear brain, please give me some peace and quiet..
3:55 AM Monday, July 26, 2010
I'm finally back to update this dead blog.
feel so guilty to abandon it for 3months plus, roar ~
although through this short period of time, many many things happened.
but doesn't wish to share much..
because things come and things go, but life still goes on (:
so, no point staring at the past, should cherish the present and, look forward to the future (:
and also, if I do, it'll be too much I guess.
hmm yeah, poly life is super duper fast.
time zoom like nobody's business.
come to think of it, ever since school starts,
I never update my blog anymore.
ohh well, I guess it's just so busy now.
perhaps, I'm just lazy too.
CT/ MST had passed, and well, I flunked it.
Optometry; definately a hard course to study in :/
loads of projects and homeworks. poly life isn't slack after all.
this week going to be quite busy, roar ~
tues - comiss ppt. wed - chem ppt. thurs - oanp test. ):
CCA has always been the most fun part of school.
ohh, I joined inline skating (: I like.
'invested' about 300bucks for the skates and wheels.
for me, it's worth it. (: but I'm learning real slow.
*sighs* not talented I guess. but, I'm not going to give up.
going to chiong real hard and give in my best to learn faster!
even if it takes me to fall million of times.
another thing that kept me busy from march till end of june,
it's course; 78th batch CIBTC, J10.
been really chiong through all the IPC, MC, RC & ATC.
and, time really zoom because of that.
spent the whole june break in HTA and Ubin.
but had loads of fun, and, I've learnt alot.
really enjoyed every moment spent with the committee.
hmm, just now we had appreciation dinner.
went to playnation first, then to swensens @ plaza singapura.
this is to really mark the end of course. so now, the committee is officially disband.
I miss every single one of them alr ):
but remember our pinkies promise! (chaiyuan & lovell)
like what I've mentioned above, life goes on.
so, I shall learn to let go (: jiayou.
roar ~ life is really complicated. I'm tired of crying, tired of trying.
my brain is constantly thinking of things, which I'm not suppose to.
getting really vexed and paranoid, making me even knock it against the wall. *sighs*
and worst still, my heart is always opposing what the mind says.
to follow the mind or the heart? I seriously have no idea.
I'm missing secondary already ): less stress, more fun.
whatsmore, good friends are now going separate way.
although we still do meet out, it's just not the same anymore..
*sighs* missing all the time spent with DJs+, with 4A & in NPCC as a cadet.
ohh well, I guess it's how life is supposed to be like.
people come, people go. true friends stay, others go.
so, I shall learn to move on too (: jiayou.
dozed off when I'm doing homeworks just now :/
slept from 1pm plus to 3pm plus. roar ~
done with the homework due tmr, so decided to blog.
seeing people starting to update blog, I'm motivated I guess (:
it's raining heavily now. I've got the urge and run in the rain now.
but nahh, won't be able do such things. *day-dreaming*
if there's anyone reading until here, thank you! really appreciated it.
lesson starting at 8am, and it's about 5am now.
shall go and catch some sleep first. goodnight! (:
Run Away ; ♥
motivation to self: 'Takes life head on, with enthusiasm' (Y)