11:29 AM Tuesday, September 21, 2010
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*swipe off dusts* I shall update this dead blog now, since I'm free. time really does fly, just celebrated 6th month with boyf recently. I love you, darling ♥ other than that, I'm all busy with NPCC stuff again. yes, again. just finished a camp from 17th - 19th sept. had alot of fun and laughters with all the CIs (Y) then, I got accepted into d10 committee alr. although my holiday from nothing to do because sooooo many things to do until I'm going crazy soon, I never regret. because I choose this route myself. and, I'm going HRC Trainers Course next whole week. omggggg, can't wait for it to come :D people might think I should work instead of going for all these things, because I would earn alot of pocket money. but nahh, let the passion keep on burning within me. I shall update soon.
I miss you, really do.
12:21 AM Sunday, September 12, 2010
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yesterday, I just rotted away my whole day. ohh well, not really important. as for today, went ecp with my family. yay! like sooooo long never go already, really miss those times. cycled this time round, but dad promise that we're going to skate next time (Y) and, I should go more of ecp, sentosa such place next time, since I want to get tanner! but once again,
face got sunburnt. ohh great, it's not hurting yet. but sooner or later, I guess. maybe I should just buy some suntan lotion and apply them next time. anyways, I failed as a class rep. seriously, I can't even plan and coordinate a class outing. I give up! ohh yeah, I realised I'm really tired now. but just don't feel like going to sleep. roar! damn, I'm soooooooo bored. I shall go disiao someone or find someone to entertain me now. I shall update soon.I just couldn't find the courage to do it. and seriously, I'm really tired. just feel like giving up on everything. *sighs*
3:03 AM Friday, September 10, 2010
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I shall update this dead blog before I go to bed.
feeling sooooo awesome today. (Y) intensive mugging is over, because it's finally holiday for me! have been waiting for the holiday for sooooooo long. because I've been feeling damn stressed out and emotional this few days. I'm tired of studying already, and now, I'm finally free. today I went for running, swimming and badminton. feeling great after all that workout! and gosh, I think I flunked three out of five papers, damn strewed la. what I expected to be easy didn't turn out to be be, what I didn't turn out to be. ohh well, I guess I shall not get emotional over examination. since it's over, I shall wait until releasing of result then start to stress. I'm so going to play damn hard for this holiday, I swear. anyways, I sent out an email regarding course.
*fingers crossed* yes, I did. I guess if I tried and failed, at least I tried. rather than just giving up and regrets more in the end. omg, it's 3am plus already?! feeling damn tired, off to bed now. I shall update soon.
seeing someone I cared so much for suffering, yet I can't do anything. damn useless.
12:29 PM Friday, September 03, 2010
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yesterday was the first paper of examination. alright it sucks, seriously. I think I just flunked the paper, and there goes my 'A'.
I'm damn stressed out now. someone save me please! not that I dislike this course, but still don't know why I ended in this course. people are having two or three papers, and I'm having fiveeeeeee. envy much? I just hope I don't flunk the paper later, I've been studying damn hard for it. even kenny say I become superman already. cos I just keep studying, studying and studying! studying is seriously driving me crazy. I can't get a damn thing into my brain, stupid. Im on the verge of giving up, but must endure and cling on! once examination period is over, then it's six weeks of holiday (Y) studying damn hard now, gonna play twice as hard in the holiday :D omg, I seriously need to have some mood control over myself. alright, nothing much to say already. I shall update soon.damn, I'm hungry. and there's nothing to eat at home.