3:55 AM Monday, July 26, 2010
I'm finally back to update this dead blog.
feel so guilty to abandon it for 3months plus, roar ~
although through this short period of time, many many things happened.
but doesn't wish to share much..
because things come and things go, but life still goes on (:
so, no point staring at the past, should cherish the present and, look forward to the future (:
and also, if I do, it'll be too much I guess.
hmm yeah, poly life is super duper fast.
time zoom like nobody's business.
come to think of it, ever since school starts,
I never update my blog anymore.
ohh well, I guess it's just so busy now.
perhaps, I'm just lazy too.
CT/ MST had passed, and well, I flunked it.
Optometry; definately a hard course to study in :/
loads of projects and homeworks. poly life isn't slack after all.
this week going to be quite busy, roar ~
tues - comiss ppt. wed - chem ppt. thurs - oanp test. ):
CCA has always been the most fun part of school.
ohh, I joined inline skating (: I like.
'invested' about 300bucks for the skates and wheels.
for me, it's worth it. (: but I'm learning real slow.
*sighs* not talented I guess. but, I'm not going to give up.
going to chiong real hard and give in my best to learn faster!
even if it takes me to fall million of times.
another thing that kept me busy from march till end of june,
it's course; 78th batch CIBTC, J10.
been really chiong through all the IPC, MC, RC & ATC.
and, time really zoom because of that.
spent the whole june break in HTA and Ubin.
but had loads of fun, and, I've learnt alot.
really enjoyed every moment spent with the committee.
hmm, just now we had appreciation dinner.
went to playnation first, then to swensens @ plaza singapura.
this is to really mark the end of course. so now, the committee is officially disband.
I miss every single one of them alr ):
but remember our pinkies promise! (chaiyuan & lovell)
like what I've mentioned above, life goes on.
so, I shall learn to let go (: jiayou.
roar ~ life is really complicated. I'm tired of crying, tired of trying.
my brain is constantly thinking of things, which I'm not suppose to.
getting really vexed and paranoid, making me even knock it against the wall. *sighs*
and worst still, my heart is always opposing what the mind says.
to follow the mind or the heart? I seriously have no idea.
I'm missing secondary already ): less stress, more fun.
whatsmore, good friends are now going separate way.
although we still do meet out, it's just not the same anymore..
*sighs* missing all the time spent with DJs+, with 4A & in NPCC as a cadet.
ohh well, I guess it's how life is supposed to be like.
people come, people go. true friends stay, others go.
so, I shall learn to move on too (: jiayou.
dozed off when I'm doing homeworks just now :/
slept from 1pm plus to 3pm plus. roar ~
done with the homework due tmr, so decided to blog.
seeing people starting to update blog, I'm motivated I guess (:
it's raining heavily now. I've got the urge and run in the rain now.
but nahh, won't be able do such things. *day-dreaming*
if there's anyone reading until here, thank you! really appreciated it.
lesson starting at 8am, and it's about 5am now.
shall go and catch some sleep first. goodnight! (:
Run Away ; ♥
motivation to self: 'Takes life head on, with enthusiasm' (Y)