today dk why. suddenly feel so stressed up, and in the end. broken down and cried ;x
first thing was the clashing of bio and npap. i really hope that i can be able to get into the GOH, yet i have to do well for bio.
becos of npap, i've been missing every friday bio lesson. and also in the clash of spa. which is counted in O'level. i know studies is more impt, but i really wanted to join NPAP.
second thing, idk what is wrong with me today. i did very badly for the clasification shoot for the sec3s. maybe it's becos of the revolver in lane 5. cos rebecca, ashikin shoot on that lane and failed too. or maybe im just too stress up. idk.
i became very emo after taking the result. it's not mainly becos of it, but it just make my mood even worse. and i sat there, wanting to cry alr. but i hold back, and just keep quiet. many asked me what happened, i didnt even answer one. or i just nodded or use hand signs. cos i know.. once i talk, i would cry. on the bus, i sat behind. kris beside me. i tried to hold back, but tears just flow. although it's not very obvious, but still.. haii.
im damn stressed up now. tml there's bio, idk how to face the teacher T T..